To say, “I know Exactly how you feel”, would be an understatement. Many years ago I used to feel the exact same way, because I was in the exact same place with some of the same thoughts.
When I was born my grandfather was my whole world. I remember like yesterday how he would pick me up from pre-school at the age of three. I felt on top of the world when I spent time with him and my mother’s baby sister, Aunt Ree.
Suddenly my world was turned upside down. My mother met my stepfather. We moved south and had no telephone. All of the light, love and laughter turned to darkness in my life.
I have two older brothers and a younger brother. We were raised in a strict Christian home where my stepfather added his own extreme rules on top of what was taught in church.
I barely saw my mother because she worked double shifts to keep the house a float. Every day the physical and mental abuse was so bad I didn’t know if we would make it to the next day.
I found outlets in having sleepovers with friends on the weekends. What a long dark night of the soul.
The one thing that kept me sane was talking to God constantly in my room from the young age of 8. Most people had an imaginary friend. I learned to pray and have full-fledged conversation with God begging Him to rescue me and my brothers from daily mental and physical abuse.
During my career, my daily prayer was “God help me to guide your people and minister to their pain”. Not only did HE show up and speak thru me during my interviews HE’D show out so Powerfully, I needed a moment afterward because of the energy in each session.
One day HIS voice was so clear. ”Why do you think you can hear ME so clearly when others can’t?” and ”Why do you think the Anointing and Favor is so Present in your life? Why do you think you have an eagle’s eye to see what most don’t see and experience MIRACLES DAILY”? “Because you’ve been speaking and fully trusting ME whole heartedly as a child. Your faith in ME doesn’t waiver and your humility is so Great.
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